Monday, January 25, 2010


So far, I feel really good with my life. I think, somehow I might have found some semblance of peace within myself. It has been something that has been missing for a whole lot of years. I think it might be a combination of finding a job I'm satisfied with, being secure in my relationship, a new baby on the way, renewing old friendships, and saying goodbye to a horrible decade. I haven't figured everything out yet that I want to. I still have many questions about myself, the way things are, what happens next, as well as questions about my beliefs about faith and religion. I have really tried to work on myself, and to be a better person and to control my anger and feelings. Something which really affected me, was a point made by my partner, the Lovely C. Our 3 year anniversary is tomorrow and she said she loved me more now than she did 3 years ago, mainly for the fact for how much I have been trying to change and grow. I'm still very much on the journey of trying to figure out who I am, but I think I might be one step closer to an answer, maybe someday....


  1. Congratulations on your anniversary to a future daddy!!!
    You know what... I read Barry's blog and now yours and it's so nice to know that there are normal men out there who just enjoy being with someone. It's really good to know.

  2. Thanks for your comments Mlle Deva. Actually this is my second go around as a dad. I'm ten years out of practice! Yes there are lots of "normal" men out there. But the tables could be turned the other way. I remember saying the same thing, pertaining to "normal" women many a time. Keep reading and I'll try to keep writing, thanks again.

  3. Happy Anniversary! I wish you many more! I also wish you continued success on your journey.